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Category: Gospel of John (Page 1 of 2)
“… standing by the cross of Jesus … his mother …” (John 19:25)
Her face shows grief but not despair,
Her head though bowed has faith to spare,
For even now she could suppose
His thorns might somehow yield a rose.
Her life with Him was full of signs
That God writes straight with crooked lines.”
–Jeremiah Denton (When Hell Was in Session, p.141)
“When Jesus had received the sour wine, he said, “It is finished,” and he bowed his head and gave up his spirit.” (John 19:30)
“It was, in fact, the shout of a conqueror. Finished the long list of prophecies, which closed, like gates, behind Him. Finished the types and shadows of the Jewish ritual. Finished the work which the Father had given Him to do. Finished the matchless beauty of a perfect life. Finished the work of man’s redemption. Through the eternal Spirit, He had offered Himself without spot to God; and by that one sacrifice for sin, once for all and forever, He had perfected them that are being sanctified. He had done all that was required to reconcile the world unto God, and to make an end of sin.
Finished! Let the words roll in volumes of melody through all the spheres! There is nothing now left for man to do but enter on the results of Christ’s finished work. As the Creator finished on the evening of the sixth day all the work which He had made, so did the Redeemer cease on the sixth day from the work of Atonement; and, lo! it was very good.”
F.B. Meyer, The Life of Love (p.377)
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” (John 1:1)
Listen! Do you hear?
The Word of God so dear
Speaks in hushed and holy tones
Amid space-less, timeless zones
Where only Two can hear.
Listen! Do you hear?
The Word of God so dear
Is speaking worlds into being
Nothingness now is fleeing
From stars and trees and deer.
Listen! Do you hear?
The Word of God so clear
Is spurned and doubted
By man and wife is flouted
Plunging into death and fear.
Listen! Do you hear?
The Word of God so clear
Is speaking now in flesh
And laid in holy creche
God now shedding infant’s tear.
Listen! Do you hear?
The Word of God so dear
Silenced now upon a cross
Suffering infinite loss
As He our sins does bear.
Listen! Do you hear?
The Word of God so clear
Speaks with trumpet’s victory sound
Empty is tomb’s lifeless ground
As triumph now comes near.
Which should we, as followers of Jesus Christ, aim for more: impact or intimacy? Should we strive to be used of God? Or should we strive to know God and to be known by Him? It is not an entirely either/or proposition, I admit. But too often it is an unexamined question. Perhaps we’ve never thought about it. Or maybe we’ve assumed an answer. But may I drag it out into the open for a few minutes?
If we make impact our aim, what happens? Who knows, maybe we’ll attain it! But then how would we know that we have? How should one measure impact for God? Numbers? Size? Budget? Name recognition? Influence? Position?
It is a dangerous path to trod, is it not? It is filled with plenteous landmines planted by the world, the flesh and the devil.
But even if we miss the landmines, what does aiming for impact get you? In proportion to the purposes laid upon him and within his own lifetime would Abraham have been considered successful? Probably not. How about Jeremiah, Isaiah, Ezekiel or most of the rest of the prophets? Not likely.
What is it the writer to the Hebrews said regarding the greatest people of faith? “… none of them received [in their lifetimes] what had been promised.” (Heb. 11:39b)
Here’s at least part of the struggle – Impact is a highly pragmatic thing, which is fraught with opportunities for compromise. Intimacy, on the other hand, is a personal, relational matter in which all that matters is the relationship to the other person (in this case, God).
Pursue impact and you’ll never rise above a performance-based intimacy, even if outwardly successful. If you produce you will matter – or at least you’ll think you do. But this is anti-grace; it is pro-works. It is self-righteous. It is thus anti-gospel. Pursue impact and chances are you’ll miss out on intimacy. But pursue intimacy and you may just make an impact. Any such impact may not be immediately detectable. In fact you may not even be able to take an accurate impact-reading before you’ve left this life. But if you do make an impact by pursuing intimacy, it will be God’s doing. If you do, it will be by grace. If you do, it will be to God’s honor and glory, not your own.
But there is a certain danger in both paths, isn’t there? The danger of pursuing impact is in the pragmatics. I will do whatever it takes to produce – perhaps even things that will diminish my intimacy with God (not to mention my intimacy with the others He has put in my life). The danger in pursuing intimacy is in the subjectivity of it. When am I authentically intimate with the Almighty? When is He genuinely intimate with me? Many along this path fall victim to false voices, ideas and promptings.
Characteristically, Jesus made the matter of intimacy simple and clear. He declared that He is intimate with the one who is obedient to His Word! “Whoever has my commands and obeys them, he is the one who loves me. He who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love him and show myself to him.” (John 14:21)
All of this reminds me of Paul’s great concern for the Christians of Corinth: “But I am afraid, lest as the serpent deceived Eve by his craftiness, your minds should be led astray from the simplicity and purity of devotion to Christ.” (2 Cor. 11:3, nasb) I think often of that last phrase – “the simplicity and purity of devotion to Christ.” That sounds like a life of intimacy.
I want desperately to be used of God. I want—even more desperately—to walk closely with Him, even if there is no apparent outward impact from my doing so. For I believe that any impact made while not walking intimately with Him is negative impact—no matter how spiritual it may appear on the surface. And I am equally convinced that a life of true intimacy with Christ will never be without radical and lasting impact—regardless of what the temporal, time-laden readings may say.